Wednesday, March 17, 2010

3-17-10 (happy st patty's day)

My antisocialism is emerging into new territory. The only people I've been spending time with are my parents which, don't get me wrong, isn't BAD, but it's also not GOOD. I recently wasn't invited to a birthday party for one of my good friends. It turns out it was a miscommunication, but it still doesn't feel good to know that people FORGET to invite you to things. Maybe the reason why I'm spending time with family is because I don't want to deal with the repercussions of being the odd duck, the black sheep in my group of friends; I don't want to have to worry about being forgotten.

Is it really because I wear a size 9, while they are all smaller than a 5? because that's the only thing I've found that makes me so different than them.

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